| I am jealous.
I lack self-control.
I take things too personal.
I want things I can not have.
I procrastinate.
I am incapable of telling people what I want to.
I don't get enough sleep.
I have the worst PMS in the world.
I think far too much.
I am persistent.
I am too passionate.
I am too passionless.
I don't know where I belong.
I don't know what my purpose is.
I am a musician.
I am a singer.
I am a writer.
I am an artist.
I am a daughter.
I am a sister.
I am a friend.
I am a sinner.
I am a child of God.
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| I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know where God is taking me.
I don't know how to feel.
I don't know how to concentrate on anything but this.
I never even had you and I feel like someone is throwing up all over my heart.
I know you've been going through a lot, but is that really a reason to lead me on?
Is that really a reason to back off without telling me what's going on.
When all that happened the other night you should have pulled me over and told me what was going on instead of leaving me to marinate and over analyze everything.
You should have told me that you DID like me,
and that that kiss didn't matter instead of looking and smiling at me after.
You should have told me if I was making you uncomfortable.
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| Ever have those days where you feel like some of your friends secretly hate you?
and that you put effort into the friendship, but they don't do any?
Or that their friendship means more to you than yours does to them?
Like they're just friends with you for convenience?
for someone to talk to?
But not to be somone that they actually care about.
Not someone they wanta hang out with unless you make the first move.
mmmhhhmmmm..... me too.
Is it worth it? |
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| I have problems with confrontation. and communication.
I think I'm depressed.
and I can't forgive myself doing this to myself no matter how hard I try. God, help me to let go.
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| I am going to attempt to sum up my high school experience in a few words:
-replaced.
-loved.
-redeemed.
-forgotten.
-dismissed.
-glorified.
-friends.
-friends?
-rejection.
-fun.
ehhhh.... I'm too tired. Don't you hate it when someone you think is your good/best friend almost forgets about you and puts other friends first?
great.
-friends? |
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